just sTone

Is it pathetic if I don't forget my infatuation to you until this December 12th, I will become another junior who has had a crush on you for two years, but the worst of all, that junior I mentioned above will always stand ahead of me.

I said I don't care because I don't even dare to imagine, how you describe me in front of your good friends.

Am I allowed to disguise that I am good without your words and sound, am I another Asperger's, who tends to fall in love with some unrealistic object, deeply and desperately