just sTone

Maybe I supposed to make some comments about the conversation between she and I today.

She seemed really excited and happy, talking about how she has missed me since the last time we contact, and how she felt guilty about being together with the guy who she liked right before me.

I remember the guy, he is an optimistic and smart one, a little arrogant and add some enormous ego. He has spoken to me about his affection toward her, so I was not surprised today when I heard the story.

When she told me how she couldn't help but thinking of me, I wondered if I really understand the feeling in her. I was conscious with my calm and cruelty to face her passion.

Is this the price of getting old? Or just both of us have been changed by the flow of time. Whenever we are not who we were, the chemical reaction will never be initiated again.

Will I ask her out? In any case, I think I won't.