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I'm really scared when everyday comes the night time,
Nervous and resistant, couln't easily to wheedle myself go to sleep.
Extreme exhaustion still be produced day by day,
I feel there's no way for retreat.
Hopeless and restless,
I'm looking at the empty room and the great fear appearing right after.
Will I give up again because the same reason?
Shamful mental problem, which is likely equal to weakness and moron.
Maybe I want to be demolished and end up all this deformities.